Saturday, January 24, 2009!
HandWritten on; 5:03 AM
i guess i've been thinking and worrying about biology. led to my nightmare yesternight. i was in a weird white room with some strangers, then there was this voice that said,"those who failed biology will get shot." i screamed back to reality. and, it's saturday. well, i'm off to Pahang tomorrow for vacation. i'd bring along my bio booklet and a maths assesment. hardworking uh? :D
bio mock exam result is fearsome, only 3 passes.
:(
ms low tried her very best to buck us up. i admit, i really need her help. biology is my highlighted subject.
red alarm!!!!!!
weeeeuuuu weeeeuuu weeeuuu!guess what?
-I'VE FINISHED MY SCHOOOL CNY ASSIGNMENT!
-I PASSED MY A MATHS TEST FOR THE FIRST TIME
(however, 17/30 wasn't my expectation)
feeeling jocound:D
i bet a'rifin is in soprano.
Monday, January 19, 2009!
HandWritten on; 4:25 AM
i realised that i am much much more serious than ever.
even priya noticed the change in me," eh faezah, last time you were very relaxed, fun. now, you're so serious."
yeah of course! it's the most crucial year in sec sch.
in the morning, i had biology mock exam, 60m paper. alhamdulillah, it's managable:D
however, i screwed up on the essay questions.
tuesday - a maths chap 9
wednesday - chemistry mock exam + social studies test
thursday - physics mock exam
the brightside of me being serious in studies is that
i manage to survive without computer for abt a week.
WEEEHUUUUUUUU!
NAFA Open house was average, just like any other polytechnic open house.
Saturday, January 3, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:12 AM
i won't be joining class for another 2 days, monday and tuesday since i'm involve in the sec 1 orientation.
another french tale. it's a short film that tears me.
La Lettre de Guy Monquet
(translation)
by: spinfire, youtube
My dear, sweet mother,
my little baby brother that I adore,
my dearfather that I love,
I am going to die!
What I ask of you, especially my dear mother, is to be courageous.
I am, and I want to be as courageous as those who went before me.
Sure, I would have liked to have lived.
But what I wish for, with all my heart, is that my death means something.
I didn't have time to hug Jean.
I hugged my two brothers Roger and Rino.
As for you, I'm afraid that I can't!
I hope that all my things will be sent to you
Serge can use them; I trust he will be proud to wear them one day.
To you, dear father, if I ever gave you or dear mother any trouble,
I praise you one last time. Know that I did the best to follow the path you set me.
One last goodbye to all of my friends,
to my brother whom I love dearly.
He should study hard so that one day he will become a man.
Seventeen and a half years old
my life was short,
I have no regrets,other than leaving you all.
I will die with Tintin, Michels.
Mother, what I ask of you, what I want you to promise me,
is to be courageous and to rise above your pain.
I can't add any more.
I'm leaving you all, all of you, mother,
Serge, dad, my child heart holds you in its arms.
Courage!
Your guy who loves you.
